Do You Thirst? by Nate Hayes

I wonder if you thirst for more of God? Is there an ache in your heart to experience more of God in your life? I know that is the case for me. There have been many moments throughout my life where I have been brought to tears by the love and nearness of God. These moments have been both amidst exciting times of worship, surrounded by thousands of other Christians and in the ordinariness of doing the dishes. And just like after tasting a fine wine or aged steak cooked to perfection, there is no going back to Coke and chicken nuggets.
These moments can leave us thirsting for more of God. This is a paradox – in encountering God our thirst is fully satisfied, however simultaneously stimulates a thirst for more of him. Experiencing God in this way and longing for more of him isn’t just for the hyper charismatics, but is at the core of our faith. Jesus invites us all to come and drink deeply from him, experiencing His love and closeness afresh each day.
God is omnipresent — he is everywhere, he is in all things, and through him all things hold together. The Psalmist writes, ‘Where can I go from your Spirit? Where can I flee from your presence? If I go up to the heavens, you are there; if I make my bed in the depths, you are there.’ (Psalm 139:7-8). As Christians, we have the Holy Spirit, God himself living within us (Ephesians 1:13), we are in Christ and he is in us (1 John 4:13). When we wake up in the morning, he is there, when we go to work, he is there, when we go to church on Sunday, he is there.
However, while God's omnipresence is everywhere at all times, God also makes his manifest presence known to us individually and corporately. It is like the air we breathe, which is everywhere, but can also be felt as a strong breeze. As followers of Jesus we should pray, ‘Lord, make us more aware of your presence that is always with us.’ However, we should also pray, ‘come Holy Spirit, draw close to us, fill us afresh with your loving Spirit, move in our hearts, church and world.’
The problem for many of us however, is that because of our experience, theology, disappointments or lack of faith we can settle for a merely academic version of the gospel. It is here that the knowledge and love of God remains in our heads and fails to drop to our hearts. To be a Christian is not just to understand a set of doctrines but is to experience a relationship with the Father, through the Son by the Spirit, getting caught up in this Trinitarian love.
Jesus says in John 4:24 that, ‘God is spirit, and his worshippers must worship in the Spirit and in truth.’ Orthodoxy is important, however so is orthopraxy, the outworking of our doctrine. To worship in the Spirit is to let God’s loving presence into our hearts, allow it to transform us, and let it shape how we worship.
The litmus test to know if we are growing spiritually and in the outworking of our faith is to ask ourselves the question, am I growing in love—both for God and others? I personally find this a confronting question. If we long to have our deepest thirst quenched by the Lord we must create room for him in our lives and seek after him. A.W. Tozer writes, ‘Acute desire must be present or there will be no manifestation of Christ to his people. He waits to be wanted. Too bad that with many of us he waits so long, so very long, in vain.’
Everyday the Lord longs to make his manifest presence known in our lives. The problem is we are often too busy and distracted to notice. And like someone who is dying of thirst drinking mouthfuls of salt water, we can try and satisfy our thirst for God with more busyness and distractions. If you are anything like me and thirst for more of God in your day to day life, I have three encouragements for us:
Our sin can close the door on experiencing the love of God in our lives. The call of every Christian is to ‘crucify the flesh with it’s passions and desires’ (Galatians 5:24) and offer our whole lives as a ‘living sacrifice’ to God (Romans 12:1-2). Jesus says that those who want to become his disciples must ‘deny themselves and take up their cross and follow’ him (Matthew 16:24). If we want to taste the living water that is on offer to us we must stop looking back at our old lives before we were in Christ and look to the one who will quench our deepest thirst.
